也不是真的不要关心

也不是真的不曾介意

可偏我也不是真的拒绝这一切

只留下自己

也不是全都不理不听

也不是真的无从继续

可每一次我的试着坚强

都成了不得已的哭泣

I'm screaming I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to be mature someday

But til now it's still in vain

I'm bearing I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to go on this path

But you said I haven't get the jests

也不是真的不要关心

也不是真的想尽办法任性

而你懂不懂我懂不懂

其实我心底都珍惜

也不是全都不理不听

也不是硬要颠反事理

可每一次我的试着靠近

都成了你看见的抗议

I'm screaming I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to be perfect someday

But til now it's still in vain

I'm bearing I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to be understood

But you said I haven't seen it yet

I'm screaming I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to go on this path

But you said I haven't get the jests

I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to be understood

But you said I haven't see the points

I'll try it out I'll try it out

I'm trying out sometime

I'll try it out someday