Thoughts are running through my head太多思绪堆积在我脑海Reluctance to failure  I refuse to cry不愿意面对失败 我也不会哭泣The outside showers the opening wound窗外的雨水淋湿了还未愈合的伤口I trip and fall until我跌跌撞撞Redundancy catches me up琐事将我纠缠I have no where to go我无处可逃While she feeds me I hate myself  tears coming down I choke她教会我成长 我讨厌我自己 眼泪不住的留下The hour fills with wish and hope but the hour is gone满是希望和憧憬的时光已是回不去的曾经Threw I myself  then I became a shell如今的我只剩下一副空壳Truth is  is not what you see真相未必是你所见的那样You see what you want to believe你只愿看见你愿意相信的一切There's so much more to offer inside of me But I can't come out心里有太多想要给予 而我却不能表现出来Because因为Redundancy catches me up琐事将我纠缠I have no where to go我无处可逃While she feeds me I hate myself  tears coming down I choke她教会我成长 我讨厌我自己 眼泪不住的留下The hour fills with wish and hope but the hour is gone满是希望和憧憬的时光已是回不去的曾经I threw myself  then I became a shell没有了自我 如今的我只剩下一副空壳Became a shell  became a shell  became a shell只剩下一副空壳 只剩下一副空壳The outside  showers the opening wound窗外的雨水淋湿了还未愈合的伤口I trip and fall我跌跌撞撞Redundancy catches me up  I have no where to go琐事将我纠缠 我无处可逃While she feeds me I hate myself  tears coming down I choke她教会我成长 我讨厌我自己 眼泪不住的留下The hour fills with wish and hope but the hour is gone满是希望和憧憬的时光已是回不去的曾经I threw myself  and I became a shell没有了自我 如今的我只剩下一副空壳